When the knifes are falling

It has been a rough spring for our open societies, not to mention the people in Ukraine where we have friends and acquaintances that have caused many a white night for us. 

A stress-free portfolio

Despite all that, we have not been particularly anxious about our portfolio. Sure, it has fallen somewhat, but not with more than we can brush it off. We also remember all the simulations and back-tests for the "bouncing back factor" of our portfolio, which is one of the reasons we've chosen it. 

Over a three-year period the portfolio has been back where it began in all cases, during the last 52 years. 

So it's more bombs falling than the portfolio falling that keep us up at night. 

In short: we felt prepared when the financial world started to seemingly fall apart during this spring.

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In Ciceros original telling of the story, there were boys (twinks?) at Democeles' party. Just saying. But a debauched same-sex orgy (with additional food and wine to satiate all appetites) was a little too much in 1812 when Richard Westhall imagined the impeding fall of the sword and gory end of the party, so the twinks became ladies instead. 

The markets price everything in

In the last few weeks, we've read doomsday forecasts for all asset classes we own. 

Allegedly, Putin would be sitting like an old dragon on a ton of gold, and what happens with that pile, one way or the other, might completely perturbate the price of the shiny metal. We'll soon see kitchenware in pure gold instead of steal at Ikea, according to the most negative predictions.

Inflation eats bond yields, and it's going rampant and then central banks and governments will not able to control inflation, or so it goes, so treasury bonds and toilet paper are soon to be equivalent investments. Actually, toilet paper might be an investment with a better outcome if the wars in Europe get severe enough. 

And the world economy will never be the same, with supply chain disruptions, a scared populace that refuses to consume and shrinks demand, and shortages of all kinds. 

Perhaps. Perhaps not.

Don't forecast. And with enough time, everything happens. 

What these fortune tellers seem to forget is, in our opinion, a very fundamental thing. 

All assets above correspond to financial contracts, traded on open markets in anonymous transactions, by intelligent agents - mostly institutions - with access to much information, and much more than the alluring stories presented above. 

Which means that all ideas about what will happen in the future is already priced into the current asset prices. There's no "natural laws" or "safe bets" that haven't already been baked into a (very refined) average assessment of the situation - an assessment that we normally call the current price.

For instance, bond prices already anticipate what the future payment stream (coupons) will be worth today, in today's money, inflation and all, with expected real returns, in the net present value in relation to existing bonds, buy backs, expectations of future quantitative measures, money printing and issues of new treasuries. It's all there, in the price, already.

So what one is saying when trying to see anything as "doomed", is that one is more intelligent than the market, or perhaps that one has figured out a bias that no-one else is exploiting. But beware. Markets are learning machines, and they are smart. 

As good stoics, we prefer to lean back instead of trying to outsmart people that, truth be told, probably are much more intelligent than us. 

We rely on the method, and we have pre-meditated that the sword may fall.

Come year's end, we will follow our strategy, and as usual pour our hard-earned money into the worst performing asset of the year (whichever that might be). That is probably then the lowest priced bet possible between long term treasuries, gold and stocks, and hence, also the bet with most upside if the market expectations are surprised.

So yes, we bet, but according to a pre-meditated and simple plan.

And the markets are always surprised, but not in ways that the stories above indicate - but genuinely surprised and one, at least not we, will not be able to predict why, when or how. 

For instance, in our own risk assessments for our future FIRE-life, we hadn't even really written out war explicitly (it was implicitly there, but more like "Sweden becomes impossible to live in"). 

Once more: with enough time, everything that can happen will happen, and now war is raging in Europe, despite (at least) us not foreseeing it. 

The best is to be aware that the knives might be falling at any time, and take precautions in advance and not hope that one will be able to do a last millisecond rescue when the unforseen actually happens. 

Be prepared in advance, prepare for all eventualities, consider a strategy that works for the human you are and not the hero you wish to be, so you are able to stick to the plan when the party ends.  

Farewell,

//antinous&lucilius. 

More reading:

Ergodicity - everything that can happen, will eventually happen.

Amor fati - love what destiny has in store for you.

Our portfolio - the pathfinder, bringing us to our goal. 

Beginning 2022 closer than ever to our FIRE point

We're getting closer to our FIRE point. Currently we aim for corresponding to around two million dollars as our FIRE point. 

The idea is that whatever point we set, it's going to be wrong because reality is never precise. 

How much money do we need? Impossible to say. We will not magically end up with zero investments the day we die, with perfect planning. 

Yet, it's better to err on the safe side, and hence; we should be erring on the safe side with our fire number.

Always err on the safe side, according to Antinous.

Summing up 2022 we also see that we spend below the poverty line here in Sweden, yet we feel quite rich. 

We've spent 7+ week travelling together this year, and much more including travelling for work, we live in a penthouse-like apartment, we always drive new cars. We certainly do not feel poor at all. We have gym memberships and access to a fabulous big pool where we can swim laps almost anytime we want and to mask ourselves as not overly frugal, we hide in branded clothes.

As a proponent of the FIRE movement, you probably understand how we manage to do all that and still end up below the poverty line. 

Which also means that we save a LOT. 

So the projection is fire within 2-3 years. The younger one of us will not even have turned 40 by then.

And FIRE will not be FIRE neither, or not quite the retirement part of the idea.

We're sure that we will keep on doing things that we will want to get payed for. Not because we necessarily need the money, but as a token that what we do have value. But we will be free, in the sense that no one will be telling us what we should do. 

And then, of course, there are all the other things, outside of what other people will care about; the things without monetary value where we hope to spend time: the long runs, the walks, the pastimes. 

There's so little time for us now, to do everything we want within our working lives; time to use the working life as a school to prepare ourselves for our next phase. 

How are your outlooks for 2022?

Farewell,

//antinous&lucilius

Character is destiny

This year is coming to an end as we're writing these lines. 

We've achieved some and missed some when it comes to the New Year's Resolutions from last year. 

The training is where it should be, above 9000 minutes during last year. A secret has been to try to train before lunch, either in the morning or during the lunch hour. That seems to help us to use the higher energy part of the day for training. 

Another thing we've achieved is our savings. We've saved around 44 k€ per person that goes into our pathfinder portfolio. 

Other things where not quite there. My Mandarin is not that much better. Antinous German though is a lot better. I would not aim for Carnegie hall neither with my piano skills.

On the other hand, we've spent more time with family.

Why did some things succeed?

Perhaps because we've made these habits easy to fall into, so the fist step to get them going is easy. 

It's a simple idea that seems to work for us.

Resolutions take habits that constitute character and creates destiny.

Here are some character forming micro habits that we've used this year. 

• Training. If we change to training clothes at 10am or 11am. Then it feels strange not to go training at 11:30 and instead sit and eat lunch in training clothes. 
  
  
• Savings. We've automated everything. We have a side account with what we should spend in a month on food and basics transferred to it. Then the card is refused when we go above that limit. There's a side account with a little more, where all invoices are payed and the salary ends up that we then can refill some with, but it's cumbersome.tp withdraw from it. And there's no other account easily accessible with money beyond our monthly expenses. 

So what to do next year? We should probably think more about the micro habits, because they are the triggers to the habits, and when we've put them in place we seem to be able to live up to what we promise. 

We should probably also give more thought to the social, friend and love department. We're not always overly interested in this area, because we know that the social mirror is dangerous to our financial journey.

Changing the status game is what allows our freedom.

But yet, we're also social animals. And there are interesting things to work with in the social game. What are our emotional responses around other people, and especially people we might dislike? And friends we like and love? How do we react, what of our own shortcomings do we project on others, what do we want of our social surroundings, and why? 

So there are three areas to focus on for 2022 perhaps, summarized as: wealth, health and love.

And all will take habits that create character, which steers us in these three domains,.

And what is wealth, health and love, if not destiny. 

Farewell,

//antinous&lucilius

Who has got the initiative over our life-energy?

Here's a thought.

We're dependent on the paycheck for our livelihood for a considerable time.

We earn that paycheck by giving our life-energy away; our concentration, enthusiasm, wit, skill or labor. 

What guides where we focus our life-energy is the force that gives us the paycheck.

That directing force is ultimately dictated by the needs of society and the market.

What does freedom do?

It brings the control of that force, to decide where we spend our life-energy (concentration, enthusiasm, wit, skill and labor) over to us.

Art wants out

Suddenly, the initiative is in our hands. 

We become true grown-ups, adults, and sovereign in deciding where to spend our energy, without a guiding force to nudge us.

The beauty of early financial indepet is that much of that life-energy still remains in our hands; in our relative youth; it has not yet been spent in the hands of the market and society.

We still have energy to spend.

It's, though, an error to think that freedom means that the life-energy shouldn't be spent on creative, interesting endeavors.

The energy we're granted is far too interesting to squander away, in our opinion, on too simple pleasures.

Hedonism requires complexity.

And mastery of complexity is art, and art wants out.

And with freedom, the initiative to set that art free is ours. 

Farewell,

//antinous&lucilius

The speed and the destination

When we want to go somewhere, is the speed we can arrive at the destination the only factor to consider?

Let's say that we are to go and visit some friends in a remote area in northern Sweden. 

The winter roads through the forests are full of moose, reindeer, bears, polar bears, and what-not.

What kind of driver (and car) would we prefer for the journey?

Let's make a thought experiment with obvious hints to a financial journey.

One driver promises to keep a good, high average speed, with the performance one can expect of a good, new car, let's say around 120 km/h (80 mph).

Another driver wants to arrive as quickly as possible. This driver proposes a new kind of car (untested on arctic winter roads) that he thinks could go really fast, let's say 160 km/h  (100 mph). We will reach the destination in no time, or so he promises us. All other alternatives seem unnecessarily slow to this driver.

The third driver seems, in comparison, dull and boring, but quite stable from a temperamental perspective, and proposes to drive in 80 km/h. Just in case.

There might also be this guy from the local bank who tells us to walk the whole way.

Quick? Or safer but slightly slower?

Speed might not be the only factor to consider when aiming for a given destination (that doesn't include a dead moose in one's lap).

To arrive at all, in an acceptable time, is for many much more important than being the first to arrive.  

Let's end with the analogy there. 

Many seem to focus on optimizing for just one parameter when considering one's financial journey.

• Insane returns. Including untested assets, which could be anything that is new. New is the definition of tech stocks. Or exotic assets that didn't exist 20 or 50 or 100 years ago. Might be quick, yes. Will it always work? Who knows? And what happens at an unexpected turn?
  
  
• Average speed, known car. Buy the index, or pick value stocks and reinvest the dividends. This is less insane and it's far from impossible to reach our destination. Yet, if one is not that familiar with the conditions of winter roads in northern Sweden, then do we really understand what risks we are exposing ourselves to? And what makes the assumption true, that high average speed is the only factor that is interesting for our journey? Is the assumption that average speed automatically also has a decent reward for the risk? Or that the risk matches our journey and appetite to arrive also if conditions or events are less than optimal?

• Slow yet steady. Even a sharp turn becomes much less challenging with slower speed and higher safety. The big swings, so to speak, of the road  becomes less dangerous, and we can both handle sudden ice and even the odd moose on the road. We might get to our goal in a slightly longer time. But in most scenarios we will get there, alive. 

We have given the question which vehicle will bring us to our destination some thought, and for us, slow and steady might not be so bad, as we prefer to arrive in most scenarios rather than being quick in the average scenario. 

You can read our thoughts on portfolios here, and our thoughts on volatility here.

How about you? Are you mostly considering your speed in your portfolio? Or is arriving at the destination even if the unexpected moose shows up behind a curve also in your equations?

Farewell,

antinous&lucilius

Why the Samurai shouldn't study too much Buddhism

There's so much mindfulness in today's world. And to enjoy freedom, the stoics, and quite a lot of thinkers like them, advice a kind of detachment from the material world - at least when it comes to deriving anger from material failures.

Yet - when we are NOT yet free; isn't it better to think of how to be good followers of our clan and company? Is then too much dwelling on the mental virtues for freedom really with what we should consider ourselves?

A Samurai is not overly concerned with a peaceful mind.

(Kusunoki Masashige, 14th century)

In the Hagakure, Tsunemoto writes that the Samurai should not study too much Buddhism. 

Instead, one finds other virtues, quite detrimental to preserving one's peace of mind, in the thinking of the way of the samurai - bushido. 

Act quickly

The philosophers in Their Elevated Elysium like to think and not make haste. 

Yet, the Samurai prefers to to act and act quickly. Only the feeble refrain from acting. 

Use the anger

The stoics stay clear of anger, and comfortably turn their fat necks away.

Yet, for a Samurai, rage can be turned into a force that can be directed at one's enemies or what needs to be done.

Don't be afraid of death

In one translation, Tsunemoto writing goes:

"This is the substance of the Way of the Samurai: if by setting one's heart right every morning and evening, one is able to live as though his body were already dead, he gains freedom in the Way; his whole life will be without blame, and he will succeed in his calling."

Perhaps we don't always have death over us, yet at some point, being attached to personal safety is obviously counter to Tsunemoto's samurai. If we accept that everything will vanish to the point that it has already vanished, we can do the right thing, free of fear. 

If we are afraid of death, we might refrain ourselves from doing the necessary.

Often, the hard way is the right way and can be enjoyed precisely because of its hardships. 

Live by honor

Honor, and the lesser byproduct of reputation, is everything in a clan-based society. 

Hint: much of business life, and beyond that, behaves like a clan based society.

In all action, show respect, stick to your word and never loose face.

Serve your master

Precisely because of honor and reputation, the Samurai cannot have anything but complete loyalty to his master.

A good follower

Most of us spend some time in a clan, nowadays called an "organization" or a "corporation". This existence can be enjoyed for its medieval, clan- and samurai-like attributes.

And being valuable to the clan is a sure way to achieve freedom.

So let's think how we become a good follower for our master, and put the horse before the cart, and consider this and enjoy this before we start to consider freedom.

A samurai shouldn't study too much Buddhism. 

Be a good samurai first, and then, be the monk who dwells on transcendental freedom in his state of higher and higher enlightenment. 

If we set our will to it, our goals will be in our grasp.

Tsunemoto again:

"Nothing is impossible in this world. Firm determination, it is said, can move heaven and earth. Things appear far beyond one's power, because one cannot set his heart on any arduous project due to want of strong will."

Farewell.

//antinous&lucilius

When lightning struck the cow

There was this farmer's tale, of a good ranch. The harvests were plenty, the meadows bountiful. 

Each and every year, everything at the farm got a little better, the barns were filled, the live stock was fat, the children happy.

Then, one summer night, the farmer looked to the skies and saw dark clouds gathering. A storm was building up.

Well, he was probably not sitting on the cow.

His favorite cow grazed on the hill, and the farmer had a tingling sensation. Too late he understood what was about to happen.

Lightning struck his cow.

From that day on, what was slightly better every year became slightly downhill as the years passed by. And just five years later, the farm fell into disarray.

It was a story that ran in the village for generations. 

To have a little bit too much is not a problem. To discover that one has a little bit too little is a big problem. 

Diversification and safety margins are there for the things we do not see coming.  

As when lightning strikes the cow.

Farewell,

//lucilius&antinous.