Friday, August 13, 2021

How we dared to start investing

Our investment journey started with that we both went through crisis at work; where we realized that our financial future shouldn't rely on the paycheck alone.

Yet we had too much fear of the total stock market, and of stocks, to go all in on stocks.

Looking back we had some investments, mostly in mutual funds with corporate bonds that had a return of 4%. So very weak returns for the accumulation phase. And we really didn't pay attention to it. 

At some point, Antinous said that if we put our brains to it, we should be able to get at least a 7% return, still with reasonable risk. 


Sunrise for Antinous & Lucilius Financial Freedom Journey

Enter Asset Allocation

That's when we came across the permanent portfolio. We soaked up and read everything about it, we got the books of which we would especially recommend Craig Rowland's The Permanent Portfolio from 2012 that goes into more depth and answers some of the questions otherwise left unanswered. 

Compared to the advice one would get from one's bank, this is a wildly different approach.

It allocates 25% in four completely different asset classes (cash, long term government bonds, gold and the domestic stock market via a broad index fund).

Why? If we don't know anything about the future, then we bet equally on what's going to happen. And then the asset balance each other out, providing a radically different risk approach than anything one has heard from the old bank's investment advisors.

Why we dared going all-in

We already had a bunch of money when we started to be interested in investing. But it didn't feel good to go all in in the stock market, as many seemed to recommend in the financial independence-sphere.

Basically, it was the table below that made us dare to put our hard-earned money in a portfolio. The data below sums all periods from 1970 to now, with yearly re-balancing. We added US and France below just as a reference, with the US stock market as a benchmark. 

PP SEPP USPP FRStocks (US)
Deepest Drawdown-12%-14%-13%−49%
Longest Drawdown5y5y5y13y
Average Return*5.9%5.2%4.9%8.2%
Short Term 3y Bad Case*1.1%1.6%1.6%-2.3%
Long Term 10y Bad Case*3.2%3.9%3.6%1.4%
Min Time to FI**4y7y6y3y
Max Time to FI**10y10y10y14

* Returns here are per year without inflation. So one needs to add one's expectation on inflation to see the same returns one would see in a brokerage account. The bad case is at the 15% percentile. 

** We assumed a 50% savings rate and 8 years expenses already saved. But this is 

When we started, we didn't really find online numbers for Sweden, so we crunched the numbers ourselves. It would show that the permanent portfolio is even better in Sweden than we first thought. Now there's portfoliocharts that is excellent for getting better ideas about different asset allocation strategies. 

So the higher average return in the stock market has also a very high price of 4 red boxes in our table, where each and one of the red box represent a very unnerving result for us. 

In short: the idea of asset allocation and perhaps the permanent portfolio might be worth checking out. 

So we did go slightly slower, but preferred to avoid the red trapdoors. Can you go more aggressive? Yes. Did we dare go more aggressive? No. So better to have something to start with rather then bring scared into doing nothing at all, or to pretend to be an ideal stoic sage that will be unaffected whatever happens just to discover that it might not be true. 

Farewell,

//antinous&lucilius


Monday, August 9, 2021

Amor fati

Mark Spitznagel of Universa, the guy that did a 2000% return on the start of the pandemic, has an interesting thought experiment, that he attributes to Fredrich Nietzsche. 

It's about a curse (and a lion).

The curse is that we will freeze in a time-loop, being 5 years long (yes, there are a Hollywood clichés on this theme).

And the loop is there forever and contrary to the Hollywood clichés, there's no hope of escape. And we wouldn't know what would happen during those 5 years that would repeat forever.

What would be a wise strategy going into the time-loop, before we know the results?

In Nietsche's writing the answer to that question is represented by a lion, what else. And the lion turns "thou shalt" spend an eternity into "thus I willed it and thus I willed it for eternity".

Because, well, a lion doesn't much care what happens. 

Would we be able to say, whatever fate has in store for us; "thus I willed it"?


Medici lion, reasonably calm about the future.
sammydavisdog CC BY 2.0 

We do plan to live longer than 5 years. But we are also interested in what will happen during the next 5 years. It's a liberating thought-experiment to try to look oneself in the mirror and think about one's own strategy for the next half-decade. 

Is it a strategy that gives the confidence of a lion?

Are we so calm and confident with our strategy so we are able to, like Nietzsche's lion, say "Thus I willed it and this I willed it for eternity", whatever happens?

Or is something meeker looking back at us from the mirror?

Farewell,

//antinous&lucilius


Where to go now?

Try: Ergodicity: Anything that can hit us will, eventually, hit us

Sunday, August 8, 2021

What's meant with 'all seasons' in investing?

There is more to what happens in the markets, than what happens in the stock market alone.

And that can be very useful. 

When looking broader than thinking if the stock market will go up and down, one can start try to understand the financial markets in scenarios of what might happen, and how one can profit with different asset classes in these scenarios.

Scenario thinking

Let's move outside of the stock market, and for a few minutes think about what can happen with an economy at large. 

First, let's face it. Some of the things that might very well happen during one's life time, due to ergodicity, will be quite severe. 

The country we're in might cease to exist. Property might be confiscated, which happens in most parts of the world at least a few times per century; remember gold in the US, not to mention Europe after the second world war. New regulation might be introduced that creates havoc with private enterprise, and so on. 

This is why hardcore financial planners recommend having part of one's investments entirely abroad. And the bags packed.

Financial Seasons

But before we start to save up on the tin cans and buy a gun, let's think about what can happen before the tanks come rolling in. 

The proponents (Brown, Dalio and others) that recommend asset allocations often have a model to understand what might happen in the economy, short of war on the streets. 

Such a model can, for instance, break down the investment climate into fundamental dimensions. 

What are those dimensions that can reasonably encompass a whole economy, we hear you ask?

One is what happens to the values produced by the economy. Does the economy fundamentally produce more goods or services that society value? Or is the economy shrinking? So the (local) economy itself is one such dimension that can either grow or shrink.

So what's left when we've considered everything in the economy? What could possibly be left? The other dimension is that which we use to trade these values that the economy produces. 

When I give you something, I trust that you will pay me back, and that token of trust is often expressed as the currency used in the local economy where I have an expectation that the token will work in my next transaction with someone else. So this consists of all kind of short promises, that is, short debt that can be turned into exchangeable tokens in the economy. In broad terms, let's call this dimension the credit available in the local economy.

So now we have two dimensions:

  • The Economy consisting of everything we value and we can potentially access, 
  • Available Credit, that can trade those values.

With the above said, let's not fool ourselves that the mental model is everything that can happen. It's a model, not the rules of the game. In the real world there are few games that really bend to rules, as the ludic fallacy reminds us.

Economy: increase or decrease

So the economy can both increase or decrease. For instance, if trade increases, or we invent new sweet things that we enjoy, or we proposer and just value new or subtle things more, then the economy increases. 

If we instead screw up trade, we destroy what we value or we get depressed and don't value anything anymore, the economy decreases.  

Credit: increase or decrease

All that we value in the economy, for a monetary civilization, is traded using some kind of credit. 

Credit is multiplied via different mechanisms by the level of trust that currently prevails, through one kind or another of fractional banking; as money itself, or through credit cards, interbank lending, consumer credits and so on, and the basis of that multiplication is that short term promises will be honored. 

When trust is high, a lot of credit can be created, far exceeding what the central banks actually puts out in the shape of money. 

And on the other hand, if trust disappears or the central bank decides to remove money from circulation, the credit in the economy can evaporate rapidly, leaving only true, liquid, accessible hard cash in it's wake, and nothing much else.

Beware of theories

Now, this of course opens up tons of questions. But we are not academics. And we're wary of overly much theory, especially for theory's sake, not to mention what theory is currently in fashion. We try to stay away from that. 

We know that this is a model, and not the rules of the game. And we're not going to use it to predict (don't predict!), or speculate about cause-and-effect. 

It's much more like four different boxes that the economy is likely to end up in, because there are few other scenarios to go to (except war and confiscation, as said above). 

The economy shrinking or growing, credit increasing or decreasing create four "seasons" and the economy will be in one or another of these seasons. 

Winter is coming,
Caspar David Friedrich 1811

Now the important question. If we have these four fundamental seasons in an economy; how can we profit from them?

Well, different assets have different characteristics depending on the season. Let's flesh out a little more what might be going on.

1. Increasing economy, increasing credit. 

This is the way "everybody" wants things to be; what we normally call growth. The stock market chums along, sometimes very impressively, and credit that can trade the values that are being created chums along with the economy. 

Stocks can perform extremely well during the growth season, and long term bonds (25y+) are expected to perform very good as well. 

Cash and gold are both probably at bargain prices. 

A side note on cash in this season, which is a little difficult to observe because we're not used to think about cash in that way, as an investment asset: What does it mean that cash is at a bargain price? Well, price goes both ways. Something is almost always available at a bargain if one knows how to look for it. 

In this season, it's precisely cash that is at a bargain price. And what should we do with an asset that we can obtain at a bargain price? Well, get it, for the bargain price of course. 

2. Increasing economy, decreasing credit. 

Increasing economy and decreasing credit is a season that happens when the economy grows, but a lunatic in the central bank might constrict monetary policy, or a politician might interrupt interbank-trade, or any hick-up in trust might happen, which means that credit evaporates like dry tinder in a wildfire. 

This triggers the onset of a crisis. Flash sales occur. 

We might be in for a quick devaluation of stock and bond values. Anyone with real cash or long term bonds in the local currency might expect to benefit, and gold sometimes also perform.

But often, if the trust evaporates quick enough, it's only cash that will work, and one can suck up tons of stocks, and also gold and bonds with the cash that one got cheaply earlier. Anyone with liquid, real, accessible cash at hand in the immediate has the opportunity to go on a shopping spree and build the fortunes of their lives in 6 or 12 months, when the other asset classes start to bounce back.

Now, the crisis can either bounce back or turn into a full-blown, protracted depression.

3. Decreasing economy, increasing credit. 

Another alternative might be that the economy decreases, but someone in the government might get the good idea to solve the issue of a decreasing economy by printing more money, by calling it modern monetary theory, quantitative easing and what not. It might work if the economy is actually increasing beneath the credit. But if the economy is truly decreasing, we're in for another ride that will trigger inflation and an even worse crisis.

It might also be a a high point in the economy, and the growth has started to flatten out, but this is obscured by the trust that is still there and keeps credit expanding.

Now inflation looms, and when it strikes, then very hard assets will perform well. And the hardest asset of all is what nation states put in their vaults for bad times, the most trusted asset since Seneca's time and well before that.

Gold. 

And when inflation strikes, everyone suddenly rushes after the hardest of assets, and gold prices turn explosive.

Decreasing economy, decreasing credit.

And the last season, the winter, is a protracted depression. Both credits and the economy are decreasing. The sudden fall in trust and credit has now spread and infected the whole economy. 

Anyone that needs cash will be forced to sell inventory and assets at low prices, which will be reflected in the daily prices in the stock market that will spiral downwards. 

The newspapers will call this a crisis and disaster with black headlines, and some bank directors (central or otherwise) will jump from skyscrapers. The newspapers will continue to call it an ongoing crisis, and as usual the news will be blind for the opportunities that now open up for those with the right assets on their books.

Cash will be useful. And perhaps even better, when there's no real trust not even in cash, gold will allow us to do the shopping.

Conclusion

By having different assets in a portfolio, one can always have at hand what the market wants. 

Oh, so you're ready to sell your stocks really cheap to get cash? Lucky you, I've got cash, so just hand over some of those stocks for a really low price. 

Or you value stocks at crazy levels? Sweet, I bought some a few years ago when they were at a bargain. So here you go, I can by some gold or keep some cash instead. 

Oh, so you don't trust anything anymore? Lucky you, I've got some gold saved for a rainy day.

This is the beauty of having an asset allocation and rebalance from time to time, as the gentlemen Mr Dalio and Mr Brown discovered.

And if one mixes the assets in good proportions, one can build a quite powerful portfolio that will sail one's portfolio safely through any storm.

Farewell,

//lucilius&antinous

More: Can this thinking really perform and create reasonable returns? we hear you ask. And how can one mix the assets? Keep on reading about Our Crawling Road: A portfolio for accumulation part 2 or our current portfolio.

Sunday, August 1, 2021

What we wish we knew about finance when we were 20

Lucilius recall when he was really young, how he could dream about having a big money bin not unlike Scrooge McDuck and how he was playing around with Excel (or something alike, on his Commodore Amiga 500) and did the 'rich by Excel' exercise. The young Lucilius somehow understood that if one just keep compounding with 10 percent annually, one could get into high numbers quite quickly.

Antinous once won a bunch of money at the age of 12, and he went to buy index funds and stocks for it.

So there was some interests in investing. 

But then we lost all interested in it. 

At 20, none of us had connected the dots of investing and financial freedom yet.

A clueless Antinous
By Ricardo André Frantz, CC BY-SA 3.0

What was it that we didn't understand?

Here are three things we wish we knew back then.

1. Fair investment doesn't require unacceptable risk
One can become financially independent as normal, working people without taking crazy risks (such as starting a company based on a wild idea, hitting gold with a film or book contract, the odd aunt that dies leaving a huge estate, or wild speculation on the moods of the stock market or even riskier schemes). 

In other words, there's a way to become financially independent that is methodical and will get anyone who has the right dedication to the goal. We had no clue about that.

A part from the more crazy ideas, we also looked at the stock market, not to mention, stock picking, as way too risky. 

And not without reason. We're still not convinced that the stock market alone, by default, is the right place to be to get a good return on risk.

The biggest hurdle with investing, and especially with stocks, we felt, was timing issues. Timing would make us always prone to question if it was the right time to buy, or if we should wait. 

We also recall from our youth how stock picking seemed to be some kind of social signalling among middle-brow realtives, and the whole affair just smelled stupid to us.

We were partly right. But we draw the wrong conclusions, and stopped caring about investments all together.

But then, we found that there are ways of investing that has a fair price on risk (around 7% after inflation), and where the historical drawdowns have been much more acceptable (3-5 years until recovery) and faires well in most economic conditions. 

Our solution to getting a fair (and good) price on risk, and to reach financial independence, that met the criteria above was the permanent portfolio

There are other strategies, but our portfolio for accumulation was our way to wrestle volatility, and it got us the goal both quickly AND safely.

And it worked.

So there was a way for us to get into investing without feeling that we did something akin to go to the horse track and bet all our earnings on Thunder.

2. Money is worth attention
When we got into our careers, we felt that this money thing was something for people occupied with buying big houses, fancy cars, a new pool to aforementioned house, and so on.

Nothing for us. Both of us where bewildered with work itself at that stage, and we didn't feel like we participated in the social game. 

It might be that being gay helps in questioning the social norms, but we guess that the questioning of norms is not limited to that.

Granted, we were always somewhat frugal, but we didn't know exactly why. It just felt like a reasonable thing to be.

So while we were frugal, we kind of felt that the pursuit of money was somehow beneath us. 

Money flowed in and we put it in a bank account and that was that, and we didn't pay any extra attention to the whole affair. 

We didn't understand that it's worth paying attention to money. Because the bewilderment about work is standing on a more shaky foundation than our 20-25-years selves understood.

That brings us to the last point.

3. Financial Independence Is Achievable Quickly
As many a 25-years-old, we liked our careers. 

We didn't have in our minds that there could be issues with having our careers as our financial security. 

But, we suspect, there is a built-in identity crisis and false security in work-life. Things weren't as rosy and safe as we thought. In a way, we were lucky enough to discover in time that a career was not quite that reliable. Just hope that the paycheck would come rolling in the whole life is not the same thing as financial safety.

Something more was needed. And that 'something' was second-level-stuff. Like a big money-bin, which in a way is the second level thing to a paycheck. And better values and virtues, which are second-level-stuff to a work identity. 

And freedom in early middle age, which is a second level thing to the slavery of work life.

Connecting the dots

And that was when the equation started to make sense.

We were back to where we started, with that Excel sheet and the investments. But this time we had learnt what to do.  

So to our 20-year old selves we would say; 
  • invest with a good price on risk, 
  • pay attention to money and save up and put them to work,
  • and the path to independence will be much shorter than one might think
Farewell,

//antinous&lucilius